I can’t shake the thought of us coming to each other’s rescue It’s what you always do for me and I want you to need me, too.
someone opened the cage door but I have nowhere to fly to. I fear my wings won’t take me far enough. what is the outside world like? which way is right? who would want me to fly to them anyway? I’m sure I’ve no idea. they might as well just shut me in. here I…
I can’t remember who I wrote this for or why, but it was probably important at the time.
Five ways I have seen myself today Still got health stuff to sort out which I’ve asked my doctor for a referral for. Nothing major but I’m sick of dealing with it every time it flares up and at the moment it just seems like it’s one thing after another to deal with, constantly, all…
Go for a drive after dark. Drive out into the countryside. Do it on a clear night. Take yourself somewhere quiet. Pull over into a layby, by a field or on a hill. Make it somewhere where you can see the important things. The stars. The moon. Lock the car doors. Take off your seatbelt.…
Hello! This blog post is all about how to give yourself an enema in preparation for having an endoscopy, sigmoidoscopy, etc. Just like my last blog post, the stuff I talk about here is true for my local hospital here in England and might not be exactly the same for you.
Hello! I had my gastroscopy and flexible sigmoidoscopy (aka endoscopy) on Friday and I thought I’d do a blog post to give you an idea of what both are like. I know lots of people get worried about these things, aren’t always sure what to expect if it’s their first time, and therefore look online…
look at us all sitting here with pieces missing acting like we’re whole
I don’t think I have ever been so stressed out about going for checkups before. I don’t know why this time feels so much worse. I don’t even like being distracted because every time the distraction goes away it’s like waking up from a good dream and remembering that everything is shit. Actually, those couple…