Tag: amwriting

  • Publication Announcement – In Between Hangovers

    I’m excited to have three poems accepted for online zine In Between Hangovers. One is already up on the website, and two others are forthcoming! This poem, “Superheroes”, is one I wrote for another publication but it got rejected. I was going to put it on my website but decided that I really liked it and maybe someone else would like it enough to publish it, too. I’m glad I put it back out into the wild! Here it is – Superheroes at In Between Hangovers.

  • don’t refer me to a surgeon

    don’t refer me to a surgeon,
    refer me to a good friend.
    give me a letter urging me
    to go to the pub immediately.

    don’t refer me to the hospital,
    refer me to jack daniels.
    after all, he is a specialist
    in these things.

    don’t refer me to a doctor
    refer me to my boyfriend
    send me home to do nothing
    just refer me back to bed.

  • nothing freewrite

    I did a free write and this is what came out.

    Everything starts with I. It’s like there is nothing else to talk about but myself and the wind, the storm, the loss. So much loss. I don’t think I even care about when it will end or why, just that one day there will
    be peace and there will be sunshine. There is no stopping it. I know that now there is nothing except the wind in my face and its strength is determined by some unknown weatherman who decides these things. Who decides these things? Not me, that’s for sure. There is a breeze or there is a gale or there is something between the two but there is no rest for the wind now, there is no rest for the wind. Sometimes I think that there is fire and the wind will spread it. The
    wind will turn the flames bluer than they have ever been. And there will be snow. And there will be gusts, so much of a gust, and no guts, no guts left for me. Nothing left of me. Windswept, scooped up and carried away on a tail, on a sheet, in a sack, something taken in broad daylight – not in the dead of night.

    (more…)

  • living in fog

    the fog contains all the
    bad thoughts, all the
    worst possible outcomes,
    all the harshest parts of reality
    and descends
    familiar lands turned foreign
    even time is warped –
    the turn of the day barely signalled.

    the fog isn’t malleable
    you can’t make anything
    out of it except things that
    are beautiful in an ugly way
    and even then it’s a
    matter of opinion.

    one day it will lift
    but the end is
    impossible to see
    because the fog
    doesn’t simply shroud –
    it steals, with no promise
    of replacement.

  • Midlands

    “The world should be GOLD today!”

    the sun declares, and gathers up its
    friends – the tiny mirror images of itself
    from far-flung beaches. It summons the
    wind to lift them all and scatter them
    into the sky, too high for definition,
    turning blankets of grey cloud a murky yellow
    like the edges of boiled egg yolks, somewhere
    between grime and daffodil, headlights
    dispersed over rain showers. Humans
    look on and wonder if they will ever see
    the sky blur and bloom like this again.
    Like buttercups. Like the second coming.

    Stunned by the spectacle, the leaves finally
    live up to their name and throw themselves
    at the earth’s feet, worshipping the sun with their
    bronzed backs arched, before being spun like
    caramel into the sky, into heaven.

    Summer? What summer? Now is the time
    for storms, a hailing of autumn, the opening
    of winter’s doors.

  • five minutes

    find a corner
    that doesn’t look
    too grubby.
    s l i d e
    down the wall until
    you are twice folded –
    bottom on the floor, arms
    around your knees
    try to resist the urge
    to rock back and forth
    fail
    let your head fall forward
    close your eyes
    shut it out
    shut it all out
    pull yourself inward
    stretch the aching
    small of your back
    make yourself
    small
    smaller
    smaller
    pretend you have
    disappeared
    just for a few minutes
    just give yourself
    five minutes
    here.

  • New Poems Published!

    I have four poems in this anthology, Dandelion In A Vase of Roses! Available in paperback and on Kindle.

  • caged

    someone opened the cage door
    but I have nowhere to fly to.
    I fear my wings won’t take me
    far enough. what is the outside
    world like? which way is right?
    who would want me to fly to them
    anyway? I’m sure I’ve no idea. they
    might as well just shut me in. here I
    will collect dust while those
    around me take flight. I don’t
    know where to fly or if I’m even
    capable of flying, much less
    going on my own.

  • Writing work

    In reference to my last blog post, it did pass. Sometimes it helps just to stop thinking and let yourself be distracted. So, all is well. In this moment at least, and isn’t that the most important moment?

    Today I’ve been at my job, doing a little uni work, and planning my trip to Stockholm this summer. I’ve also put a newsletter subscription form on my site so people can sign up for my latest nonsense, if that’s the kind of thing you like to subject yourself to!

    Plus, today I wrote a limerick, which is slightly out of character for me! I’ve put it on my Patreon page, so that makes it even more exclusive. I’m sure my hundreds of patrons (ha) will really enjoy it! If you have a burning desire to read my limerick and other stuff I only post on my Patreon page, $1 per month is a pretty good deal for reading all my gibberish. Join me there!